It’s been a rough day with some ups, but mostly downs. You know when you just have that pit in the bottom of your stomach & it won’t go away no matter how happy you try to make yourself? I woke up with it this morning & I’m tired if feeling this way. I deserve so much better than this. I deserve happiness. I deserve someone who is willing to do anything for me and who would do anything just to be with me. Someone who is afraid to lose me at all costs. Every time I feel like it’s time to let go of you and move on, it’s like a get stuck. My heart won’t let me move. But I have to be strong, because I’ll never be happy & satisfied until you’re either completely invested in me, or we are nothing. You say you don’t want to hurt me and that’s why you’re not committing, but you’re hurting me so much more every single damn day that you don’t make me yours. I deserve to be someone’s world. And one day I will be someone ELSE’S world if you don’t step up, realize. & admit to yourself that I am who you want to end up with.
Those who do not give any fucks, once gave wayyyy too many of them out to people who did not deserve them.